YAY! Christmas is near! I havn't been this excited for Christmas in awhile. This year will be the first year in awhile that my entire family will be spending the holiday together! I feel like a little kid again! LOL  =) BUT!! I figured in the holiday spirit I would share with you guys my x-mas wish list<3 Well... my top 4. =)
1.

CC Skye Meckenzie Knuckle ring...

2.

Pretty Blush bracelet set...

3.

Alice + Olivia Carlie scarf-detailed top

4.

BlackBerry Blod9700!!

Just my breaking point!

Have you ever felt as if everything in in your life was about to come crashing down on you any second now? If you haven't I really do hope you never do. These last two weeks or so have just been terrible. And if there is anything I hate in this world it is feeling out of control. Last saturday my car was broken into. Everything in that car that once was, is now gone. Why people feel as if they need to take from others, I couldn't tell you. After that my mom and I were at each others throats for several days, I woke up about an hour late everyday, and I just did NOT want to be around people. As I get older and grow wiser, things seem to grow harder. I guess thats just life. This week was the birthday of someone extremely close to me. Instead of enjoying this special day, this person was admitted to the hospital due to severe sickle cell pains. Ive been killing myself trying to get better knowledge of this, but only continue to read not so good things.I cant loose him! I just cant. I cant even imagine my life getting any worse. I am usually a strong minded person, but everyone seems to have a breaking point... right? I think this just might be mine. How do I move on? How do i push through this? HOW! 

Break up to Make up..

Do you ever hear that ONE song that just makes you wanna throw something at the speakers and eat a tub of ice cream, due to the fact it just reminded you of that ONE person you really don't want to think about?? 

Jeremih- Break up to Make up... 

This is it for me! I recently went out to a club this past weekend and of course, this song was played. I was having such a good time and as soon as I hear... "Yo, why should we break up, if we keep makin up? I mean... lets, just stay together" I HAD to sit down. =( I know this sounds absolutely ridiculous but I did. (Might I add I had tossed back a few drinks lol) This song brings back so many unwanted memories! I wont say of who, (just because we all know not ALL of us can be mature when reading a blogg with certain peoples names in it!!) but I will say this sucks. Knowing that back when this song would make me feel GOOD. Knowing that when we fight all I had to do was listen to some Jeremih and KNOW that we would only later be making up. Knowing that it wasnt the end of this. But now, it only reminds me of the end! So to all those girls who feel alone when that ONE song comes on... know you really arnt alone! And he probably wasnt worth it any ways. =) 

xoxo Jelisa

Beyonce ft. Lady Gaga- Video phone

This has to be about the hottest shit ive ever seen!! Beyonce and Lady Gaga?? Crazy ass collaboration but that shit worksss! I loveee it! 

L.A. Candy

So, I began reading this book today and I'm about half way finished. I really haven't decided if I like it or not. I'm a religious The Hills watcher and I'm sure we all know what The Hills is right? The somewhat pointless (but entertaining) show once starring Lauren Conrad (the author of L.A. Candy) and now Kristen Cavalari?? Anyways, I've been reading but I'm not entirely sure if the book is based off of true life events and the experience Lauren had during The Hills. ??!! All the characters seem to fit so far... She changes the names but in a way its somewhat obvious. I never watched Laguna Beach (I think that was the previous show she was on) so I cant figure out the beginning! Well, I love to read, I like Lauren Conrad, and I watch The Hills with out a doubt every Tuesday... So i guess I'll keep reading and see if I cant crack the "code" lol. 

Gettin' Right n Tight

As a part of my modeling career I work out at least 5 times a week. Usually I would just go running or biking and come home and do some crunches. I am what they would call a "curvy" model. To be honest I'd just call it baby got back LMAO. Anyways I am more than proud of my curves and do not have any body issues or anything like that. I actually kinda like my body =) 

Butttt... I wouldn't at all mind being a little smaller in the core area and getting everything what my cousin 

would call it "right n tight" lol. Sooo about 4 months ago my cousin, mom and I started on our chubby 

buddy mission. LOL For the last 4 months we have worked out EVERYDAY. We go to the gym everyday 

and 3 times out of the week we take a class.

Monday- zumba 

This consist of belly dancing, salsa, and a tad bit of hip hop. ***Love love love this class.

Tuesday- SET

This is a lot of step and weights (not my favorite) lol

Wednesday- HIP HOP

Im sure you all know what hip hop is and this is my FAVE FAVE FAVE =D

All 3 of these classes get my heart rate up and give me GREAT cardio. The rest of the week we

do regular things people do when working out at the gym. My mom isn't as fond of the gym as

my cousin and I so recently we started taking these Billy Blanks TAE BO classes...

I WILL NOT lie to you guys... These absolutely kick my ass!! LMAO. Even though I was

getting a really good cardio work out at the gym with all those classes I have seen tons of muscle gain with 

the TAE BO and I seem to be slowly reaching my goal of gettin "right n tight". =D

So Chris Brown finally announced that his new album Graffiti will be released December 15, 2009. Now I will admit that I am what people may call "over obsessed" with Chris Brown. I like to call it a super fan lol. Anyways I CAN NOT wait till this album is out. I will with out a doubt be in the stores the day it comes out picking it up! Being a CB fan I was reading other blogs seeing what other people had to say about the new release quite some time after the whole Rihanna ordeal. This is what I found... =( 

"If you purchase his album, you are SUPPORTING domestic violence.BOYCOTT CHRIS BROWN!"

How ridiculous is that?? My question to all you Chris Brown "Boycotters" is, What does his music have to do with Rihanna and the situation they are in? Does the fact the he made a terrible decision change the sound of his music? lol. Personally I think that his music and his personal life should be looked at SEPARATE. How is buying his MUSIC supporting his mistakes lol. Since I listen to Chris Brown daily does this make me a daily domestic violence supporter? I think not!! I was a fan before Rihanna and will remain a fan. It sucks that so many people are actually thinking the way that the person who said that was thinking. Crazy crazy crazy!! 

iSupport Chris Brown!! hehe

Michael Jackson - This Is It

So Michael Jackson- This is it is finally out in theaters TODAY, but only for two weeks!! When I heard they were actually doing this movie I was stoked! This last weekend I saw Step Father at the movies and I saw the previews for it, I got goose bumps just watching the preview and I cant wait to actually see it!! What drives me nuts is that there is a good chance the tickets will be sold out. If they were to do this when MJ was living do you think tickets for this movie would be that high in demand? There are people out there (including myself) who have always been HUGE Michael fans! But now that he has passed (R.I.P) people have become "diehard Jackson fans" ??? Hopefully people go into the theaters and come out TRUE Michael Jackson fans for all the right reasons!  I personally am counting down the hours until I see it! 

First official blogspot blog :D

So I was told by several people to make a Blogspot. So0... I finally gave in and here I am :D I guess I will soon see what this "blogspot" is all about LOL. Hey... maybe I'll get addicted who knows. So for now, I will update as much as possible. Until then lets see if I cant get some of you guys to follow. ;) 

Jelisa

xoxo