Breakouts, breakouts, breakouts!! EEK

I personally havnt had a breakout since about 9th grade! 4 years later my skin is like acne central. Back when I had really bad skin! But after it cleared up, like any other girl, Id only get a pimple here and there. Now thats not the case! I HATE IT! So Ive seen a dermitologist, who did get me a medication to help my face... doesnt seem to be working! Though she said to wait about 2-3 months, I want something that will help NOW! Ive googled and asked around a few things Ive heard...

1. Toothpaste before bed: Not working wonders for me
2. Tomato juice
3. Lemon or lime juice
4. Crushed asprin on the pimple
5. Tea bags.

None of these things seem worth trying to me! SO if you personally know something that helps, comment =)

Kardashian much?

Kendal Jenner. Does she not look JUST like her sisters? The Kardashians by far have like the BEST DNA ever haha.

Friends

My life has been a roller coaster ride for almost a year now. I have so many prblewms with my self and I always feel as if I have no one to help me when I'm down. Most of this feeling comes from not feeling understood! In the past few months I have had very few people hop on board with me, and help me through this funk. These two or three people have shown me that I would rather have two or three people who are there mostly only when I need them, than friends that are around constantly that never help when I need them. I many not hang out with these ladies all the time, or ever for that matter, but I can always count on them to answer a text or a phone call when I just want to talk too much, or complain! Or when I refuse to get out of the house they order in Olive Garden and movies JUST for me. It make me feel good, even when I have nothing to feel good about! So ladies, dont get caught up in years of your life stressing over these so called friends. Its not worth it. In the end, most of them may not be there, but the ones who are, hang on tight to them. Its rare that you make a friends for life!

Thank you:

Vicki
Alex
& Mariah!

You guys always know how to make me laugh, comfort me, and text me for hours helping me figure out what the next step is.
<3 you ladies!

Fiercely real!

Soo through out these last few months I have gaind a significant amount of weight! =( This is obviously something I'm not too excited about. Duh what girl would be, but I have decided to stop obsessing over it. Granted I don't like the way it feels, but if I'm going to work on it I dont want to be stressed out in the process. I cant let all the skinny bitches on the front of the magazines I read every day get to me, I cant let all the other girls in the industry I work in get to me. I have now decided, that as I'm working on getting my firgure back, I will also embrace what I am now. I have a Photo shoot set up at the end of the month, a PLUS SIZE shoot! EEEEK! As Tyra would say "Fiercely real" So all these other models... all the girls I helped get to where they are (wont name names but you know who you are) and all the people who look at me and dont see something beautiful... watch out! Because Im back... and I'm planning to KILL it =)

Stay beautiful.
No matter how much you weigh,
what you look like,
or what other people say.
Reach for your dreams...
do what you please
MAKE IT HAPPEN!

...I know I am <3

Im baaaack =)

I NEVER post new things on here, mostly because I dont have too many followers... but I'm working on it lol. I have recently been going through the unimaginable so blogging hasnt really been on the top of my list! BUT I have taken on a couple of new projects (that I will post more about later) and want to include the few followers I have and the new followers I will hopefully gain. So thank you to the people who do follow my thus far kinda boring blog! But I prmise I will keep you tuned in to these new fun things I will be doing!

Jelisa xoxo

This or that?

I havnt posted in awhile!!!

But I want to ask you guys something. (The few of you who do follow hehe, Tell your friends)
Recently the thought of an ex has been BOTHERING me, like bigg time! I have dreams about him and just talking about him makes my skin crawl. I tell not only myself but everyone around me that I have NO feelings for him, because I DONT! But why all the thoughts?? Does this mean there may be feelings lingering... that for the record I will NOT EVER act apon, or am I just really bothered by this guy. Hmm.
Opinions??

Love itt.

Family time...